It's been a while.
Sa mga nagtatanong, buhay pa naman ako. Contrary to the rumors, hindi po ako pumunta or pupunta sa Japan para maging dancer. Lol. I'm still very much here in my beloved 'Pinas.
Sa mga nagtatanong, I am doing good. Still adjusting but very much fine naman po.
Sa mga na-miss ako, na-mi-miss ko na rin kayo. One of these days, I'll get my schedule fixed and I will let you guys know. Magkikita-kits rin tayo soon.
I found out that one of my friends is now pregnant. She migrated to the States with her husband and they've been married for almost 5 years now (I hope I'm right on this). I've always believed that life is always about making choices. She probably made the biggest one when she decided to get married and live in another country. I think it's different if Pinoy rin mapapangasawa mo kasi in a way, pareho kayo. Unlike if you're marrying a foreigner, kasi it's gonna be another culture na you have to accept and adjust to. I'm sure she never regretted that one big decision she made cos it's very evident that she's having the time of her life.
I am so happy that she shared this good news to me. I'm sure she'll make a great mom. I wish her all the best.
I read in a friend's blog that finally, she is ready to tie the knot. Nakakatuwa lang kasi a couple of weeks back, we were reminiscing about our past so-called mistakes. Yung ex nya nad ex ko are actually the best of friends. We agreed na it was a blessing in disguise that we didn't end up with these exes. Had it been na we're still with these guys, life won't be the same.
I wouldn't meet John and my friend won't be tying the knot with the man she's destined to be with.
Period.
It's almost a year since she passed away.
Sorry kung di ko matandaan yung date ha, I hope you don't take this against me. That date is something na I wouldn't like to mark on my calendar, pero promise, yung birthday mo, naka-marka pa rin sa planner at calendar ng phone ko.
I choose to remember you as the friend na hindi ko naman talaga ka-close and yet, I didn't have problems sharing my burdens with you. I didn't have problems being true with you kasi alam ko, maiintindihan mo ako.
You are missed.
Yung mga kaibigan na namatay na, kadalasan, namimiss natin.
E pano naman yung mga buhay na buhay pa pero super sa deadma, tinalo pa yung nasa kabilang buhay na?
Ako, sa umpisa, namimiss ko din sila. I even try to come up with ways para magparamdam ulit sila. Minsan pa nga, may pagka-paranoid pa ako. Iniisip ko, I may have done something wrong kaya di na sila nagpaparamdam. At syempre pa, with that in my mind, mega sorry naman ako. Kaso, etong si friend (kuno), deadma pa rin. Aba, that's the time naman na I realize na, teke, teka, I don't think is my fault. Oo paranoid ako, pero ikaw, ano ka?
Buhay na buhay ka pa pero tinalo mo pa sila na wala na kung mang-deadma.
Gaya nila, ipagdarasal na nga lang din kita.
Hay.
Done with the training. Production, here we come.
'till later...
