Okay Lang Ako...

I applied for a Quality Coach post more than a month ago. I found out the results just now. I didn't make it. I didn't get the position.


I tell myself na it's okay. But no, it's not okay. It's one opportunity wasted.


A part of me's sad. That's normal naman diba? Buti na lang I didn't expect that much.


If it's for you, God helps you achieve it. Otherwise, He'd teach you a few lessons here and there, and gives you what you truly deserve.


I guess this position isn't for me. God has something better for me. I just know it. I can feel it.


By this time, I should be suicidal and freakingly depressed. But no, I am still sane and I'm cool. Thanks to my new baby, my new N90.


I can't have it all. I know.


For now, it's my new baby, my new N90.


Next time, it's the promotion.




This can't bring me down. This won't bring me down.


Napoleon Bonaparte and his troops can't bring me down, let alone this one.


Believe me, it would take more than Armageddon and Independence Day combined to bring someone like me down.

Gushing...

Went out with some friends last night, after 48 years, natuloy din kami.

Sad nga e. Siguro after this, di na kami kumpleto.

One's leaving for the States.

We'll miss you Teej.



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I am so gushing over my new crush... as in! Pinirata ko na nga yung pic nya sa Friendster nya e! Then everyday, I check his profile. O, diba? The makings of a stalker. Lol.

When I saw him, he reminded me so much of my ex. Kaso better version lang talaga.

It's cool with John, gaga daw ako.

I know!

Chi...

As I watch you sleep, I can't help but be overwhelmed with the love that I feel for you. I may be crazy at times and I may have a funny way of showing it to to you, but believe me, I love you. I really do.

I am so lucky as God led me to you.

I could not ask for more.

You're the first person I'd want to see when I wake up in the morning.

And the last I'd like to see before I sleep at night.

You are the person that I'd want to spend the rest of my life with.

Not everyone's lucky as I am, I know. That's why I am so thankful. I truly appreciate the things that you're doing for me.

I love the way you hold my hands, especialy whenever I'm scared.

I love the way you embrace me and the way you wipe away my tears whenever we visit Makati
Med. I am scared of injections, but with you around, I know I'd be okay.

I love the way you make me smile whenever I feel that everything's not goin' my way.

I love it when you make sure that I've taken my breakfast (lunch, dinner or whatever) na.

I love it when you make sure that I have my Coke.

I love the way you make me feel whenever I am with you.


These are just some of the reasons why I love you so much.


I am bursting with happiness.

I am beaming with pride.

I so love you...

I Miss...

these girls and my short hair.

Will I be able to pull it off again? With my chubby face and all? Hmm... Contemplation...