Saturday, November 26, 2005

Okay Lang Ako...

I applied for a Quality Coach post more than a month ago. I found out the results just now. I didn't make it. I didn't get the position.


I tell myself na it's okay. But no, it's not okay. It's one opportunity wasted.


A part of me's sad. That's normal naman diba? Buti na lang I didn't expect that much.


If it's for you, God helps you achieve it. Otherwise, He'd teach you a few lessons here and there, and gives you what you truly deserve.


I guess this position isn't for me. God has something better for me. I just know it. I can feel it.


By this time, I should be suicidal and freakingly depressed. But no, I am still sane and I'm cool. Thanks to my new baby, my new N90.


I can't have it all. I know.


For now, it's my new baby, my new N90.


Next time, it's the promotion.




This can't bring me down. This won't bring me down.


Napoleon Bonaparte and his troops can't bring me down, let alone this one.


Believe me, it would take more than Armageddon and Independence Day combined to bring someone like me down.


Gushing...









Went out with some friends last night, after 48 years, natuloy din kami.

Sad nga e. Siguro after this, di na kami kumpleto.

One's leaving for the States.

We'll miss you Teej.



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I am so gushing over my new crush... as in! Pinirata ko na nga yung pic nya sa Friendster nya e! Then everyday, I check his profile. O, diba? The makings of a stalker. Lol.

When I saw him, he reminded me so much of my ex. Kaso better version lang talaga.

It's cool with John, gaga daw ako.


I know!

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Chi...

As I watch you sleep, I can't help but be overwhelmed with the love that I feel for you. I may be crazy at times and I may have a funny way of showing it to to you, but believe me, I love you. I really do.

I am so lucky as God led me to you.

I could not ask for more.

You're the first person I'd want to see when I wake up in the morning.

And the last I'd like to see before I sleep at night.

You are the person that I'd want to spend the rest of my life with.

Not everyone's lucky as I am, I know. That's why I am so thankful. I truly appreciate the things that you're doing for me.

I love the way you hold my hands, especialy whenever I'm scared.

I love the way you embrace me and the way you wipe away my tears whenever we visit Makati
Med. I am scared of injections, but with you around, I know I'd be okay.

I love the way you make me smile whenever I feel that everything's not goin' my way.

I love it when you make sure that I've taken my breakfast (lunch, dinner or whatever) na.

I love it when you make sure that I have my Coke.

I love the way you make me feel whenever I am with you.


These are just some of the reasons why I love you so much.


I am bursting with happiness.

I am beaming with pride.

I so love you...

Saturday, November 19, 2005

I Miss...





these girls and my short hair.

Will I be able to pull it off again? With my chubby face and all? Hmm... Contemplation...

Trippin' Down Memory Lane

I was browsing over my Yahoo briefcase and I came across these pics.

Kakatuwa lang.



Dinner with friends @ Super Bowl. And I thought na it's China Bowl. Lol.
Somewhere in Greenbelt...

Our first trip to Puerto Gallera.

Our first pic in Zambales (na kami na). Di naman mahangin diba?

Pa-cute sa pad.

This weekend....

Di ko pa napapanood Harry Potter. Hopefully, tomorrow, John finds the time.
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I am dying to get a haircut. When I find the time, I'd go to the salon. Hay. I am so looking forward to that day.
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Ang pangit pala ng feeling pag walang pumapansin sayo. I've been wanting to go out with some friends for the longest time. Everytime I text them, walang reply. Swerte na if they text back after a day or two. Minsan nga, nakalimutan ko na yung tinext ko sa kanila. Am I that invisible?
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I am turning to a Koreanovela addict! Cheesy? I know! While surfing the channels kanina, I came across Stained Glass at channel 2. Interesting story. I'd probably look for a DVD or CD of that. Lol!
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35 days na lang before Christmas. Time flies talaga. Haven't started my Christmas shopping
yet. Eh pano ba naman, wala pa pera. Hehehe :) If it's any consolation, the list's done though.
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Alumni Homecoming daw namin on December 3. I'd really like to attend kaso we have a Jobfair at Malacanang the next day. I need to think this over.
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Something great about next week. N90. Need I say more? :)

Thursday, November 17, 2005

This post's long overdue...

I've been meaning to post something here but for some reason, I just can't find the time. Since I'm still with the Recruitment, I have a 9-5 schedule. It's been so erratic. We've got lots of applicants and for the past few weeks, a 6th day OT is necessary.

I am enjoying the job. I love interviewing the applicants. They do come up with the weirdest answers sometimes.

Me: Granting you could assume someone's role, who'd you rather be, the Pope or the President?
Applicant: (With so much conviction) Panfilo Lacson!


Now where did that come from?


Another one...

Applicant: Ma'am, magaling po akong mangulekta.
Me: I'm sorry, you have to speak in English.
Applicant: Po? Bakit po English?
Me: You're gonne be servicing international clients so you have to speak in English.
Applicant: Ganun po ba? Ma'am I am a good collector. I am a collector of Meralco and Nawasa bepor.

Ano daw?


Nakakaaliw minsan. Minsan naman, nakaka-drain.


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I saw the bag of my dreams at Greenhills kanina. 5 thousand daw. Nagbigay ng last price, 4500 na lang daw.
When I saw it, my heart literally skipped a beat. Kaso it's not the color I want.
I am seriously thinking it over.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Advices...

I take pride with the fact that when it comes to advices, I can give out sound ones.
Here are some that I remember. Siguro dahil I can relate to them. Bakit ganun, it's always easier being said than done? I find it easier to give out advices pero when it comes to helping myself, I am no good.


"He's still with you because you refuse to let go of his hands. But what if all this time, he is holding someone else's?"

"Pagtyagaan mo na lang muna. In time, everything will fall into place."

"God has his plans for you. Maligaw ka man ng konti, you'd still end up in that road that He has paved for you. Consider this a diversion, after nyan, you'll find your way to The One."

"Patience, my dear. Patience."

"It is always your choice. You end up happy. You end up being miserable. It will always be your choice."

"Your Mama has always been there for you for the longest time. She's made a lot of sacrifices just for you. It's high time you go through one for her."

"You are missing out on a lot of things. How can you possibly say na yan na yun e hindi ka pa nga nag-eexplore."



Advices. Advices. Someday. I will heed mine.

Friday, November 04, 2005

Left Behind...?

Why do I get the feeling that so much has happened when I'm still stuck here with where I was since the start?

Is it because I am being left behind? I hope not.

John's on the verge of getting tired of listening to my rants. I did mention in a previous post that three of my friends were recently promoted. Honestly, they truly deserve it. It's just that I can't get over it. I'm happy for them. But I'm not for myself. I hope it doesn't make me less of a friend if I am feeling this way.

Good thing I am in Recruitment. My attention's being diverted. For now.


Jesus, Mary, Joseph... enlighten me, please.

LSS...

The first time I heard this song was when I was watching One Tree Hill. I liked it since then. I searched for the lyrics, it's so sad pala.


The First Cut is the Deepest

I would've given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky he's cursed
And when it comes to lovin me, he's worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cause if you want I'll try to love again

Baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest Baby I know
the first cut is the deepest
but when it comes to bein' lucky he's cursed
And when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cause if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein lucky he's cursed
And when it comes to lovin me he's worst
The first cut is the deepest baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again




It's so hard to break up with someone you've grown to love so much...