Past Forward...

For the longest time, I had been searching for the VCD of Full House. Finally, a friend from the office lent me her copy. Had it been na I wasn't in Recruitment, natapos ko siguro yung buong series in one sitting. But No, since I was very busy, I started off with the first 5 CD's then last Friday, tinapos ko na siya.
It didn't disappoint me naman. Okay naman siya. Actually, I kinda liked it. For one, it's not the usual love triangle story... more of love square story. Hahaha. Shempre, I found myself sniffing during some parts of the story. Sabi ko naman kasi sa inyo e, mababaw luha ko. Sana lang, yung main character na guy, kasing cute nila Dao Ming Si and the rest of F4. LOL.


I am still with Recruitments. We had another restday OT last Saturday. Good thing wala ganong applicants kaya we were sent home an hour earlier. Monday, I am not required to report for work. Sa Tuesday na lang daw ako.


Finally, 3 of my friends were promoted. I am so happy for them. Pero honestly speaking, medyo nalungkot din ako ng konti. It only reminded me na ako, andito pa rin where I started. Sabi ni John, I shouldn't be thinking that way, kasi naman daw, it wasn't my fault na I got sick, thus the
corrective action. Ako naman daw kasi, once pa lang nag-apply and kaka-apply ko pa lang. I should be patient daw. I hope it doesn't make me less of a friend if I am feeling this way, afterall, tao lang ako and emotional at that. I am just being honest here.


Hay, gaya nga ng advice ko kay JB, God has his plans for us. We may not realize them now, but we will in His time. He'll make sure that we reach our destination whether we go by the shortcut or long way.


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Happy Halloween everyone!

Past Forward...

The past few weeks had been very, very hectic.



Two weeks ago...

I literally had my whole week full. I rendered a 6th day OT on Saturday. We had a Jobfair and the HR people needed reinforcements. The shift ended at around 6pm. After nun, we went to a friend's party. Small gathering lang naman. John fetched me around 1 in the morning. Sunday, we woke up at around 7am. It was Sasha's binyag. Pinagsabay na yung binyag ni Sasha and birthday party ni Shanel. After the party, we headed to John's basketball game. I didn't get to watch it kasi natulog lang ako sa sasakyan.



Last week...

I was loaned to Recruitment since last week. My shift is Monday until Friday, 9am until 6pm. It's a day job. It's different as compared to being on the floor. I'm enjoying my stay naman. Ang bilis ng oras and marami kang makikilala na tao from all walks of life.

Marami rin funny stories, especially from the applicants... compile ko muna sila.



Over the weekend...

We filed for a leave and went to Baguio. Finally, nakausap ko na ang beloved cousin ko. I didn't talk to him just so I could change his mind. I just wanted to know what he was thinking. I respect his decision, I truly do. I just pray that he comes up with the right decision, cos this time around, we won't be able to undo it.

This trip has been a learning experience for me. Daig ko pa nga ang nag-retreat e.

Basta, I pray for His guidance. I hope everyone gets enlightened.



This week...

I am so looking forward to this week. Maging hectic man sya or what...





P.S.
Congrats Marcy and Verna! You guys deserve it.

Bored...

(x) i have a cell phone.
( ) i have done/doing drugs
(x) ive been wasted w/ alcohol before
(x) i love cold weather. --sarap matulog
( ) i'm obsessed with the computer
( ) i have shot a gun before.
(x) i can't live without music.
(x) i have no tolerance of ignorant people --as in!
(x) i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
( ) i'll be in this town forever.
( ) i've been to 5 other countries.
(x) i get annoyed easily.
(x) i eventually want kids
(x) i have neat handwriting
(x) i have more than a few horrible memories.
( ) i am addicted to chocolate...
( ) i love airplane rides.
(x) i love taking pictures
(x) i hate people who are fake...
(x) i can be mean when i want to
( ) my parents care about my grades.
( ) i'm obsessed with chap stick
(x) i am easy to talk to
(x) i cry easily
( ) i love winter.
(x) i have too many clothes for my closet
(x) i love to sleep --can sleep 12-24 hours
( ) i wish i were smarter
( ) i'm afraid of flying.
(x) i have a girbaud wallet --which I don't use
( ) i HATE drama.
( ) i love acting.
(x) i have been on an 8 hour car ride --sakit sa pwet
(x) i love the beach
( ) i have never had the chicken pox
(x) i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
( ) i can't control my emotions
(x) i have moved more than once. --imagine kung di ka gumagalaw, e di paralyzed ka. hehe
(x) i truly care about my friends.
( ) i have/had braces.
( ) i love to draw
( ) i love my computer...
( ) i love girls who sing.
(x) i'm a happy person...
(x) i love to dance.
(x) i love to sing --but singing doesn't like me
( ) i love cleaning my room
(x) i tend to get jealous very easily!
(x) i love night better than day
(x) i have been on the phone for over 5 hours
( ) i don't like to study for tests.
( ) i have a flash drive --flashlight, meron.
( ) i have had pneumonia.
( ) i am too forgiving
(x) i have horrible sense in direction. --hands down...
( ) i miss elementary school.
(x) i love kisses.
( ) i should see a therapist.
( ) i play on a sports team.
(x) i become stressed easily.
(x) i hate liars!
( ) i can play the guitar
( ) i love the smell of rain.
(x) i hate needles.
(x) i hate the feeling of failure.
(x) i have friends in other countries.
(x) i know how to cook
(x) i can speak another language... --body language! hehe
(x) at times i can be quite selfish.
(x) at times, i still act like a little kid
(x) i have allergies
( ) i love Babies.
( ) i have problems with letting go of old feelings/memories
(x) i hate being alone.
(x) i love summer.
(x) i love the weekends
(x) i can type with one hand.
(x) i live in a house. --sometimes, in a box.
( ) i can swim.
(x) i sing in the shower.
( ) i have never been camping.
(x) i usually get what i want.
(x) i have been on stage before
( ) i love roller coasters.
( ) no one knows the full story of my life.
(x) i love to read
( ) i wish i were more motivated for school.
(x) i love getting stuff in the mail
(x) i spend too much sometimes --most of the time



Have a great weekend everyone!

Dalawin nyo na lang ako...

... sa presinto!

My sked at work is from 1 until 10 in the morning.
From the office, mga limang tumbling lang and limang somersault, asa pad na ako.
I reach the pad 10-15 minutes after I leave the office.
Dapat tulog nako ngayon.
Dapat nasa Dreamland nako.
Dapat kinukumpleto ko na ang 12-13 hour sleep ko.
Dapat.

Kaso hindi.
Hanep naman kasi.
Bakit naman kasi this week nila naisipan na ayusin yung katabing unit namin.
Pukpok dito. Pukpok don.
Siyet naman!

I already called the Admin office to complain.
Wala daw sila magagawa kasi they have a permit.

E ako kaya, san kaya ko makakakuha ng permit para sakalin or patayin sila?!

4,768 na pukpok as of the moment.
And still counting.

Malapit na.
Malapit nakong pumatay ng tao.


Dalawin nyo na lang ako ha?

Maraming Lalaki sa Mundo...

I am still contemplating whether the title is supposedly a declarative statement or what.

I did mention in a previous post na may pinsan ako na may itinanan. I was able to talk to him and I hope I struck a chord. I told him na he doesn't have to explain anything to me. After all, he'd insist that what he did was right. And of course, I'd contest that. So para wala na lang gulo, I just told him na sana, wala syang regrets sa ginawa nya. I pointed out na since sya yung guy, wala naming mawawala sa family namin to think na naka-graduate na sya. I told him na he should've thought out of the box. Sana naisip nya, na kahit sinong magulang, gugustuhin na makatapos ang anak nila. Well, so much for that kasi nga, nagtanan sila.

And now, the plot thickens. The girl was given an option. She has to continue her studies either at their place or back in Baguio. And be married after her graduation. If you ask me, the option is not that bad. Makakasal sya (which is what she is dying, as in literally, to do!) and at the same time, makakapagtapos sya. It's actually the best of both worlds. Kaso, eto... magpapakamatay daw sya pag hindi sila pinakasal! E kung sakalin ko na lang kaya sya?!

My cousin has no job as of the moment. He quit teaching because he was underpaid. My Tita decided to put up a computer shop for him. With the measly amount that he is getting from the shop, I don't think he can afford to feed a family for now. Do the Math. Expenses nowadays are so astronomical. E pambili nga ng yosi, minsan wala pa sya. I am just being practical here. I'm sorry pero when it comes to marriage, Love is NOT everything! Love will not feed you when you get hungry. Love will not get you into a hospital if you get sick. Love will not provide a shelter for you. Money will... and yun ang wala sila sa ngayon. It's so easy to say that you can always look for a job and try to provide with whatever it is that you will be getting. It's easy to say that they will get by with the support that they will be getting from their parents. But I assure you, these wouldn't suffice.

Babae rin ako. I know where she is coming from. I may not sound it pero I feel for her. But for crying out loud, don't act as if you are a victim in this situation. Kung ano man yung nangyari sa inyo, I'm sure it was with your consent. After everything, ngayon mo lang iisipin yung kahihiyan? You're one twisted person!

Point is, magtapos ka muna. Magpapakasal din naman kayo e. Don't cling to my cousin as if sya na lang ang huling pag-asa sa lahat ng problems mo. Marriage wouldn't solve the problem. It wouldn't undo the things you've done. It wouldn't turn back time. Period.

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I also mentioned na I have a friend who caught her husband cheating. They were able to settle their marital problems and they are trying to work things out.

Kaso ang third party, nanggugulo. Nang-aaway at ayaw magpaawat.



Wala na ba talagang ibang lalaki sa mundo?

Maraming lalaki sa mundo?

Maraming lalaki sa mundo.

From being an Ex to a Friend...

I was listening to RX this morning and Chico said something that made a point. I don't even know what the topic was cos I was half asleep and half contemplating. But judging from his conversation with Delamar, the topic might have been something about The Ex.

I guess their topic was something like How'd you know if You are Over Your Ex.

Chico said something like "You'd know na you are over your ex if you start referring to him/her as your friend instead of the ex..."

He really made a point there. I mean, in the normal order of things, if a relationship ends, the least that you could be with to each other is a friend. It's not something na so hard to do considering na you shared special moments with that person. But of course, you don't achieve that friendship right away. Assuming that you parted amicably, there shouldn't be any problems, right?

Personally, it took me years before I considered my ex as a friend. I was hurt with the break-up. You can't expect me to be friends with the person who broke my heart. I used to hate him, a lot. Just thinking about seeing him again makes me crazy. I wanted to get even. I wanted to kick his ass and make him feel sorry. But like what they always say, "Time heals all wounds." Siguro nagsawa na rin ako sa kaka-plot ng pagpatay ko sa kanya. Lol. It finally dawned on me na ganun talaga, na you can't force a person to love you. The only thing that you could do is be the person that you are and be loved as who you are.

It really takes time, believe me. But when you get to that point, mas magaan ang feeling. I don't know ha, but with me, mas naging at peace ako. Siguro dahil walang baggage na dapat i-drag.


'Vyn, I honestly hope you are happy, at peace and contented as I am.



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Finally, a template na I am so happy with. It took me weeks to look for something like this. Bonus pa kasi it's purple. Lucky, lucky me. :)

Too many Sayangs...

And so I haven't been posting. To start with, I've got nothin' interesting to share.

Work is okay. Finally, my CA's lifted. For one, I can apply for a different position na. Secondly, pwede na ulit mag-absent. Hahaha. Seriously, I was so looking forward to this. I've missed a lot of opportunities. One word, sayang! Oh well, you lose some, you gain some.

I was watching TV yesterday, I chanced upon "Bcuz of U" at Cinema One. I just realized, cute din naman pala si Diether Ocampo. Lol. Showbiz! They look good together ni Kristine Hermosa. Too bad it didn't work out. Again, sayang! Ang ganda siguro ng anak nila if they were able to reproduce. Hahaha. Showbiz.

Missed calls from a cousin in Baguio. Turns out na may tinanan ang beloved cousin ko. My gas! So ancient ha. May mga nagtatanan pa pala sa panahon ngayon. Anyhow, I know na my cousin has his reasons. I just hope that he realizes that this doesn't solve anything. It complicates everything, bigtime! Again, another sayang! He has so much ahead of him. I'm sure that goes the same with the girl. Hay... mga kabataan ngayon... kakaiba!


This week's almost over. It wasn't that bad when I get to think about it. I had my manicure and pedicure. I was able to settle some of my bills. Tapos na rin with the grocery. I just wish I had the time to do some of the stuffs na I was itching to do.


Sayang...

This Weekend...

If you don't get along with one person, that's perfectly okay.

If you don't get along with two persons, read between the lines.

If majority of the ton is having problems with you, you need to think things over.

While it's true that you cannot please everybody, it doesn't hurt if you are nice to everyone.

What comes around, goes around.

And you seriously think that none of these is your fault?

And you think that nothing's wrong with you?

I applaud you're audacity.

Hands down, You are the King of Density.

And you make me puke.



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We're going to a wedding later. And I should be sleeping. Now.


My closet needs a major overhaul. It's begging to be organized. I can hear her whimpering from where I'm sitting.


A manicure and pedicure would be heaven.


A new book won't hurt. I wonder if Cecelia Ahern's If You Could See Me Now is already available at Powerbooks. Hmm...


A basketball game on Sunday. Suporta for the boyfriend.


I want a new phone. What model? No idea...


Grocery list.


Need to pay some bills.



What an exciting life I lead... Yawn.